No Mom. Still didnt get my birthday gift

Have you read a post of mine about a birthday gift that I never received...?

Well.. guess what? Mama read about it DX

Oh no~~ the anxiety is coming back!!!!

Something similar have happened in the past and it was annoying and embarrassing...

So... how did I KNOW she read it?

We were in the car... coming home from watching movie.

And Mama was showing off her new hijab style to us and one of my lil brother said he likes it... and said that it was like Yuna's style.

So I mention one of my guy friends dont like me wearing a similar style and then Mama responded, "Kawan yang tak wish birthday tu ke??"

Hearing that, I was speechless. I think the best answer to that question would be silence.

A lot of things were running in my head. Actually i was thinking how she could read the blog...

Then I thought of HIM...

Ughhh... =.=

Great... My mom read about HIM...

Then a few days ago... We were in the car... going somewhere... oh, we were going to visit my eldest younger brother at his boarding school... Abah was talking about how girls in my lil brother previous was more beautiful and cute compared to the girls in the my brother's boarding school now.

So, I dont know how, Abah suddenly mentioned about me finding someone good looking and bla bla... Then Mama menyampuk asking how's the person yang tak wish birthday tu.

And I was like (=.=) ...

Then I teringat Mr Eddy Comel so I asked Abah, "Kalau orang macam Amin ok tak?"

FYI, i found that Mr Comel and my lil brother Amin were quite similar...

Both are kinda gelap, skinny, a bit adorable (lol) and petite...

And Abah said," Mesti la ok sebab Amin kan handsome macam Abah."

Hmm... ye la Abah... =.=

And takkan la I want to mention about HIM. Dah la I was uncertain about out future pastu sibuk nak tanya pula... Kalau tanya pun. takkan nak tanya macam ni;

"Abah, kalau that guy a bit poyo, sengal, x senonoh skit, pandai putar belit ayat, tapi kinda adorable in his own way, bersungguh-sungguh, doesnt smoke, takde temper sgt (kot), pandai buat kerja.... ok tak?"

Err.... I was doing the right thing to not mention HIM kan? =.=

Apa-apa pun you guys must be thinking that my parents are sporting part2 me in relationship with someone kan??? Hee Er... no they were not!

=.=

but Dont worry dear parents as your daughter is not interested in this kind of relationship... unless dah terjatuh... *gulp.

A Birthday Present I Never Received

My birthday fall on 16th of March... That was like weeks ago?

A week before that, I tried not to remind myself too much of my birthday.

I dont want to get too excited :)

I did wonder sometimes what type of presents would I receive this year.

Then I thought of Him.

Would he give me something for my birthday?

Then my mind started to wander a bit too far.

A few moments later I realized I should stop this nonsense because it is highly impossible that he would buy me anything.

But I just couldn't stop. Just daydreaming of him wishing me happy birthday through text message already made me excited.

I was so enthusiastic.

but again, i tried to not think to much about this.

And later... that day came.

I was showered with birthday wished through Facebook and text messages :)

Mama and Abah gave me hugs, wishes and of course presents!

But I was waiting since 12.00 am and I have not receive any birthday wish from Him. I was frustrated. I wasn't enjoying myself on my birthday.

I felt like saying to Mama, "Ma, i dont feel like celebrating my birthday. Can we like postpone it or something?".

=_=

You can say it was the worst birthday ever :/

I was thinking the whole day (birthday) about what I wanted from Him for my birthday and I realized what I want wasn't a birthday present but a simple birthday wish from him...and maybe some "passionate" flying kisses. hehe >w<

Oh well... Its almost April... Its already too late if he wants to give the birthday present I've wanted from Him :/

Lalala... Dooodollsssssss... Burrrr~~ *random words